Freaks: Gaze and Disability

Introduction: those damn colored glasses

The image below is probably my favorite illusion (in fact I wrote about it before).

At a first glance it looks like a family in a room, having breakfast.
Yet when the picture is shown to the people living in some rural parts of Africa, they see something different: a family having breakfast in the open, under a tree, while the mother balances a box on her head, maybe to amuse her children. This is not an optical illusion, it’s a cultural one.

The origins of this picture are not certain, but it is not relevant here whether it has actually been used in a psychological study, nor if it shows a prejudice on life in the Third World. The force of this illustration is to underline how culture is an inevitable filter of reality.

It reminds of a scene in Werner Herzog’s documentary film The Flying Doctors of East Africa (1969), in which the doctors find it hard to explain to the population that flies carry infections; showing big pictures of the insects and the descriptions of its dangers does not have much effect because people, who are not used to the conventions of our graphic representations, do not understand they are in scale, and think: “Sure, we will watch out, but around here flies are never THAT big“.

Even if we would not admit it, our vision is socially conditioned. Culture is like a pair of glasses with colored lenses, quite useful in many occasions to decipher the world but deleterious in many others, and it’s hard to get rid of these glasses by mere willpower.

‘Freak pride’ and disability

Let’s address the issue of “freaks”: originally a derogatory term, the word has now gained a peculiar cultural charm and ,as such, I always used it with the purpose of fighting pietism and giving diversity it its just value.
Any time I set out to talk about human marvels, I experienced first-hand how difficult it is to write about these people.

Reflecting on the most correct angle to address the topic means to try and take off culture’s colored glasses, an almost impossible task. I often wondered if I myself have sometimes succumbed to unintended generalizations, if I unwillingly fell into a self-righteous approach.
Sure enough, I have tried to tell these amazing characters’ stories through the filter of wonder: I believed that – equality being a given – the separation between the ordinary and the extra-ordinary could be turned in favor of disability.
I have always liked those “deviants” who decided to take back their exotic bodies, their distance from the Norm, in some sort of freak pride that would turn the concept of handicap inside out.

But is it really the most correct approach to diversity and, in some cases, disability? To what extent is this vision original, or is it just derivative from a long cultural tradition? What if the freak, despite all pride, actually just wanted an ordinary dimension, what if what he was looking for was the comfort of an average life? What is the most ethical narrative?

This doubt, I think, arose from a paragraph by Fredi Saal, born in 1935, a German author who spent the first part of his existence between hospitals and care homes because he was deemed “uneducable”:

No, it is not the disabled person who experiences him- or herself as abnormal — she or he is experienced as abnormal by others, because a whole section of human life is cut off. Thus this very existence acquires a threatening quality. One doesn’t start from the disabled persons themselves, but from one’s own experience. One asks oneself, how would I react, should a disability suddenly strike, and the answer is projected onto the disabled person. Thus one receives a completely distorted image. Because it is not the other fellow that one sees, but oneself.

(F. Saal, Behinderung = Selbstgelebte Normalität, 1992)

As much as the idea of a freak pride is dear to me, it may well be another subconscious projection: I may just like to think that I would react to disability that way… and yet one more time I am not addressing the different person, but rather my own romantic and unrealistic idea of diversity.

We cannot obviously look through the eyes of a disabled person, there is an insuperable barrier, but it is the same that ultimately separates all human beings. The “what would I do in that situation?” Saal talks about, the act of projecting ourselves onto others, that is something we endlessly do and not just with the disabled.

The figure of the freak has always been ambiguous – or, better, what is hard to understand is our own gaze on the freak.
I think it is therefore important to trace the origins of this gaze, to understand how it evolved: we could even discover that this thing we call disability is actually nothing more than another cultural product, an illusion we are “trained” to recognize in much the same way we see the family having breakfast inside a living room rather than out in the open.

In my defense, I will say this: if it is possible for me to imagine a freak pride, it is because the very concept of freak does not come out of the blue, and does not even entail disability. Many people working in freakshows were also disabled, others were not. That was not the point. The real characteristics that brought those people on stage was the sense of wonder they could evoke: some bodies were admired, others caused scandal (as they were seen as unbearably obscene), but the public bought the ticket to be shocked, amazed and shaken in their own certainties.

In ancient times, the monstrum was a divine sign (it shares its etymological root with the Italian verb mostrare, “to show”), which had to be interpreted – and very often feared, as a warning of doom. If the monstruous sign was usually seen as bearer of misfortune, some disabilities were not (for instance blindness and lunacy, which were considered forms of clairvoyance, see V. Amendolagine, Da castigo degli dei a diversamente abili: l’identità sociale del disabile nel corso del tempo, 2014).

During the Middle Ages the problem of deformity becomes much more complex: on one hand physiognomy suggested a correlation between ugliness and a corrupted soul, and literature shows many examples of enemies being libeled through the description of their physical defects; on the other, theologians and philosophers (Saint Augustine above all) considered deformity as just another example of Man’s penal condition on this earth, so much so that in the Resurrection all signs of it would be erased (J.Ziegler in Deformità fisica e identità della persona tra medioevo ed età moderna, 2015); some Christian female saints even went to the extreme of invoking deformity as a penance (see my Ecstatic Bodies: Hagiography and Eroticism).
Being deformed also precluded the access to priesthood (ordo clericalis) on the basis of a famous passage from the  Leviticus, in which offering sacrifice on the altar is forbidden to those who have imperfect bodies (P. Ostinelli, Deformità fisica…, 2015).

The monstrum becoming mirabile, worthy of admiration, is a more modern idea, but that was around well before traveling circuses, before Tod Browning’s “One of us!“, and before hippie counterculture seized it: this concept is opposed to the other great modern invention in regard to disability, which is commiseration.
The whole history of our relationship with disability fluctuates between these two poles: admiration and pity.

The right kind of eyes

In the German exhibition Der (im)perfekte Mensch (“The (im)perfect Human Being”), held in 2001 in the Deutsches Hygiene Museum in Dresden, the social gaze at people with disabilities was divided into six main categories:

– The astonished and medical gaze
– The annihilating gaze
– The pitying gaze
– The admiring gaze
– The instrumentalizing gaze
– The excluding gaze

While this list can certainly be discussed, it has the merit of tracing some possible distinctions.
Among all the kinds of gaze listed here, the most bothering might be the pitying gaze. Because it implies the observer’s superiority, and a definitive judgment on a condition which, to the eyes of the “normal” person, cannot seem but tragic: it expresses a self-righteous, intimate certainty that the other is a poor cripple who is to be pitied. The underlying thought is that there can be no luck, no happiness in being different.

The concept of poor cripple, which (although hidden behind more politically correct words) is at the core of all fund-raising marathons, is still deeply rooted in our culture, and conveys a distorted vision of charity – often more focused on our own “pious deed” than on people with disabilities.

As for the pitying gaze, the most ancient historical example we know of is this 1620 print, kept at the Tiroler Landesmuseum Ferdinandeum in Innsbruck, which shows a disabled carpenter called  Wolffgang Gschaiter lying in his bed. The text explains how this man, after suffering unbearable pain to his left arm and back for three days, found himself completely paralyzed. For fifteen years, the print tells us, he was only able to move his eyes and tongue. The purpose of this paper is to collect donations and charity money, and the readers are invited to pray for him in the nearby church of the Three Saints in Dreiheiligen.

This pamphlet is interesting for several reasons: in the text, disability is explicitly described as a “mirror” of the observer’s own misery, therefore establishing the idea that one must think of himself as he is watching it; a distinction is made between body and soul to reinforce drama (the carpenter’s soul can be saved, his body cannot); the expression “poor cripple” is recorded for the first time.
But most of all this little piece of paper is one of the very first examples of mass communication in which disability is associated with the idea of donations, of fund raising. Basically what we see here is a proto-telethon, focusing on charity and church prayers to cleanse public conscience, and at the same time an instrument in line with the Counter-Reformation ideological propaganda (see V. Schönwiese, The Social Gaze at People with Disabilities, 2007).

During the previous century, another kind of gaze already developed: the clinical-anatomical gaze. This 1538 engraving by Albrecht Dürer shows a woman lying on a table, while an artist meticulously draws the contour of her body. Between the two figures stands a framework, on which some stretched-out strings divide the painter’s vision in small squares so that he can accurately transpose it on a piece of paper equipped with the same grid. Each curve, each detail is broke down and replicated thanks to this device: vision becomes the leading sense, and is organized in an aseptic, geometric, purely formal frame. This was the phase in which a real cartography of the human body was developed, and in this context deformity was studied in much the same manner. This is the “astonished and medical gaze“, which shows no sign of ethical or pitying judgment, but whose ideology is actually one of mapping, dividing, categorizing and ultimately dominating every possible variable of the cosmos.

In the wunderkammer of Ferdinand II, Archduke of Austria (1529-1595), inside Ambras Castle near Innsbruck, there is a truly exceptional portrait. A portion of the painting was originally covered by a red paper curtain: those visiting the collection in the Sixteenth Century might have seen something close to this reconstruction.

Those willing and brave enough could pull the paper aside to admire the whole picture: thus the subject’s limp and deformed body appeared, portrayed in raw detail and with coarse realism.

What Fifteen-Century observers saw in this painting, we cannot know for sure. To understand how views are relative, it suffices to remind that at the time “human marvels” included for instance foreigners from exotic countries, and a sub-category of foreigners were cretins who were said to inhabit certain geographic regions.
In books like Giovan Battista de’ Cavalieri’s Opera ne la quale vi è molti Mostri de tute le parti del mondo antichi et moderni (1585), people with disabilities can be found alongside monstruous apparitions, legless persons are depicted next to mythological Chimeras, etc.

But the red paper curtain in the Ambras portrait is an important signal, because it means that such a body was on one hand considered obscene, capable of upsetting the spectator’s senibility. On the other hand, the bravest or most curious onlookers could face the whole image. This leads us to believe that monstrosity in the Sixteenth Century had at least partially been released from the idea of prodigy, and freed from the previous centuries superstitions.

This painting is therefore a perfect example of “astonished and medical” gaze; from deformity as mirabilia to proper admiration, it’s a short step.

The Middle Path?

The admiring gaze is the one I have often opted for in my articles. My writing and thinking practice coincides with John Waters’ approach, when he claims he feels some kind of admiration for the weird characters in his movies: “All the characters in my movies, I look up to them. I don’t think about them the way people think about reality TV – that we are better and you should laugh at them.

And yet, here we run the risk of falling into the opposite trap, an excessive idealization. It may well be because of my peculiar allergy to the concept of “heroes”, but I am not interested in giving hagiographic versions of the life of human marvels.

All these thoughts which I have shared with you, lead me to believe there is no easy balance. One cannot talk about freaks without running into some kind of mistake, some generalization, without falling victim to the deception of colored glasses.
Every communication between us and those with different/disabled bodies happens in a sort of limbo, where our gaze meets theirs. And in this space, there cannot ever be a really authentic confrontation, because from a physical perspective we are separated by experiences too far apart.
I will never be able to understand other people’s body, and neither will they.

But maybe this distance is exactly what draws us together.

“Everyone stands alone at the heart of the world…”

Let’s consider the only reference we have – our own body – and try to break the habit.
I will borrow the opening words from the introduction I wrote for Nueva Carne by Claudio Romo:

Our bodies are unknowable territories.
We can dismantle them, cut them up into ever smaller parts, study their obsessive geometries, meticulously map every anatomical detail, rummage in their entrails… and their secret will continue to escape us.
We stare at our hands. We explore our teeth with our tongues. We touch our hair.
this what we are?

Here is the ultimate mind exercise, my personal solution to the freaks’ riddle: the only sincere and honest way I can find to relate diversity is to make it universal.

Johnny Eck woke up in this world without the lower limbs; his brother, on the contrary, emerged from the confusion of shapes with two legs.
I too am equipped with feet, including toes I can observe, down there, as they move whenever I want them to. Are those toes still me? I ignore the reach of my own identity, and if there is an exact point where its extension begins.
On closer view, my experience and Johnny’s are different yet equally mysterious.
We are all brothers in the enigma of the flesh.

I would like to ideally sit with him  — with the freak, with the “monster” — out on the porch of memories, before the sunset of our lives.
‘So, what did you think of this strange trip? Of this strange place we wound up in?’, I would ask him.
And I am sure that his smile would be like mine.

44 comments to Freaks: Gaze and Disability

  1. mino says:


  2. Paolo R says:

    ancora um articolo bello e interessante e, cosa rara, che fa riflettere. E di questi tempi bene o male “politicamente corretti” è una cosa non da poco.

    • bizzarrobazar says:

      Grazie a te Paolo. Il politically correct è spesso una vuota forma. I problemi di un territorio tabù come la deformità non stanno tanto nel lessico usato quanto piuttosto nell’approccio etico che sta a monte.

  3. gery says:

    Argomento interessantissimo e affrontato molto bene, che mi fa riflettere. E mi fa tornare in mente Teresa Sarti Strada, quando chiese che la campagna di Emergency non fosse impostata su foto di bambini malati o coperti dalle mosche, proprio per non suscitare nei donatori, quel tipo di sentimento pietoso.

  4. Simone B says:

    Articolo stupendo!
    La parte finale mette i brividi..
    Ti faccio i miei complimenti più sinceri per la profondità di pensiero e ti ringrazio per i numerosi articoli che da anni ormai pubblichi e che amo leggere..

    Keep the world weird!

  5. Andrea says:

    Madonna che articolone!

  6. Magnifico articolo e interessantissima riflessione sullo sguardo e la nostra percezione del sé nell’altro, complimenti.

  7. Mark Cianuk says:

    In un mondo così uniformante c’è tanto bisogno di questa saggezza! Grazie.
    Non è un caso, vero?

    • bizzarrobazar says:

      Sono sincero, non ero a conoscenza della riedizione di Freaks. Di cui peraltro sono entusiasta!

      A questo articolo stavo lavorando in realtà da molti mesi: in origine era un’analisi storica a spettro molto più vasto, quasi un saggio vero e proprio, ma ho deciso di limitare il raggio e di “ridurlo” a semplice post – altrimenti non ne uscivo più. 🙂

  8. cyzu says:

    Complimenti per l’ennesimo bellissimo articolo, offre tanti spunti di riflessione…da cui non è facile emergere.
    Quello della relazione con l’altro (perciò col diverso) è sempre un territorio impervio, in cui non è mai ben chiaro quale sia la strada più giusta da imboccare. Probabilmente non esiste, perlomeno, non la strada perfetta, ma se tutti imparassimo ad andare oltre la superficie, avremmo meno incomprensioni.

    • bizzarrobazar says:

      Vero. Soprattutto quando l’altro è uno specchio “difficile”, che ci ricorda in modo troppo diretto la relatività della nostra stessa condizione.

  9. Wonder says:

    Siamo tutti troppo pigri per cercare nuovi punti di vista sulle cose intorno a noi. Beati siano gli articoli cone questo, che ci fanno sperare nelle possibilità e negli infiniti colori che gli sguardi inconsueti possono regalarci.
    Ammetto i miei limiti culturali: al tuo posto, su quella veranda, forse sarei troppo impegnato a tenermi forte per non cadere nell’abisso di dolore che separa la mia esperienza da quella del freak.
    Come fare a schiodare il dolore dall’oscenità? Hai già scritto qualcosa sull’argomento?
    Grazie per i tuoi interessanti articoli

    • bizzarrobazar says:

      ‘Come fare a schiodare il dolore dall’oscenità?’
      Questa è una domanda posta in termini perfetti. Non ne ho scritto direttamente, ma più volte nei commenti ho suggerito la mia opinione al riguardo, e anche nell’ultimo libro vi alludo. Personalmente sono abbastanza critico riguardo all’ossessione per la rimozione del dolore, quasi quanto lo sono nei confronti della rimozione della morte. Ma è un argomento piuttosto complesso. Non è detto che un giorno non ne parli in maniera più frontale. Intanto già la tua domanda implica riflessioni a mio avviso fondamentali, grazie per l’intervento.

  10. Nike says:

    Che bell articolo! grazie! Hai mai letto un romanzo che si chiama Carnival Love? . Te lo consiglio, io l ho tanto amato.

    • bizzarrobazar says:

      Grazie che me l’hai ricordato! Quando tanti anni fa l’avevo cercato era fuori stampa, e poi me ne sono dimenticato. Ora lo recupero sicuramente. Era un tomo bello grosso se non sbaglio, no?

      • Nike says:

        Tomo bello grosso ma si inizia a stare male quando volge al temine…pensando che dovrebbe essere più lungo. Parla di quel che scrivi in questo articolo, con infinita poesia.

  11. -Paolo says:

    Bello. Bello bello bello. Grazie davvero.

  12. Molto interessante, mi ha fatto sovvenire che non ho mai visto un prete disabile, esistono?
    Ho guardato un po’ in giro e pare ci siano preti con disabilità ma sono disabilità acquisite (tipo aver perso le gambe).
    C’è qualche regola specifica per una persona che nasca handicappata per diventare prete (o pastore, o iman, o rabbino etc…)?

  13. Penelope says:

    Chapeau! Come sempre, del resto.

  14. gaberricci says:

    Articolo semplicemente stupendo. Una riflessione di cui si sentiva il bisogno. Posso ribloggarlo?

  15. Giovanni says:

    Complimenti, un bellissimo articolo.

  16. Natasha says:

    Questo è uno degli articoli più belli di quest anno.

  17. Fagotto Korov'ev says:

    Non so come ma ho “perso” questo e molti altri articoli recenti.
    Che dire: uno dei tuoi migliori scritti, con riflessioni ben poste, ben argomentate in un linguaggio che (come sempre su questo bel blog) non scade mai in facili sensazionalismi.

    Grazie Ivan.

  18. Laura says:

    Tutto scritto molto bene e chiaro,tuttavia mi domando se lei stia confondendo la necessità di sopravvivere con un handicap e per questo anche di dover anche ricevere del denaro,con il pietismo.Quel falegname paralizzato,senza un aiuto economico,non sarebbe certo sopravvissuto.Così i malati affetti da varie patologie non potrebbero venire curati,se non attraverso una raccolta fondi ;inoltre nell’ articolo non si parla di quella disabilità che piùbterroruzza le masse : la mentale.Su di essa sono nate fole e falsi miti,a caterve.Dalla follia come segno di genialità al matto sempre imprevedibile e pericoloso.Inoltre ,se si può tranquillamente narrare dei propri problemi fisici,se solo parli a qualcuno di una depressione,ti ritrovi con persone le quali affermano di esserne uscite in breve tempo,in breve tempo e senza farmaci (che é un po’ come dire che il cancro,uno se lo é curato lasciando trascorrere del tempo e con la sola forza di volontà),oppure segnata come individuo pigro e fancazzista.
    Ancor peggio se di vuole parlare di altre patologie psichiatriche.E purtroppo la maggior parte delle persone non immagina altra maniera per risolvere il problema dei matti,che quello di poterli rinchiudere o comunque ridurne la presupposta pericolosità anche a costo di sopprimere intelligenza e passioni.

    • bizzarrobazar says:

      Il fatto di sostenere e aiutare i bisognosi non presuppone né necessita alcun pietismo. Della “follia” ho scritto altrove, qui parlo più specificamente di deformità fisiche. Detto questo concordo in pieno con tutto quello che hai scritto; le patologie che interessano la mente sono tra le più incomprese e misconosciute. Su questo tema la prima e più importante voce è stata quella di Foucault.

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